strange dreams.
I had murderous thoughts in my dream.
I wanted my dad dead cause he pissed me off. The broken marriage between him and my mum has never bothered me much. He’s never done anything personal to me except not being there… and well, hurting the person I love the most. It was a weird feeling growing up without a dad, only those in my shoes would understand me fully so don’t fucking judge me.
It felt weird. I haven’t even seen him in a while.